silver 0 Posted June 11, 2004 hi ppl..this is silver...im back after such long illness...thanxz 4 all ur messages/..i really appreciate it...hope ur all doing well....there r lots of wquestion 2 b answered n asked...waiting 4 ur replys//... usman Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
rosh 0 Posted June 11, 2004 welcome silver app wapas ay aur theek hokar ay enjoy karain pehlay ki tarha Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
umair.zm 0 Posted June 11, 2004 arey usman bhaie so niceeee to c u fit n fine back to cy we all were really praying for ur better health n see GOD has bless u :) ... well der r really lots of questions to ask ... but .. can l u juss share wid all of us wat had ahppen to u y u were bieng in serious > how dat happen .. can u briefly share wid us ;)? Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
fati 0 Posted June 11, 2004 tusi bimar thay tusi theek ho gaiy ...... i mean :D ;) good to see u back.... app ke ana ki kushi main hi tu maine choclates cakes dekhaiy ap logoun ko :D usman .. koun se ques pochnay hain.. and what is to b answered... chalain ya batain ke kiya illness ho gayi thi.. sab kul purzay sahi salamat haina.... :D good to see u fit and fine :flower: Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
ADD 0 Posted June 11, 2004 salam 2 all welcome back silver hope 2 c u everywhere magar kuch golden lag rahe hain aap :) Regards its me AD Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
silver 0 Posted June 12, 2004 hi. there r lots of questions 2 b asked by u n 2 b answered by me.. merey mom n dad n sis along with my friends have always been cruel with me...meray ander aik qisam ka dar bhara hua hai..ik have a very sensative personality....sab tension meray ander sawar ho jaati hai...my mom n dad...never ever loved me...woh mujhe kabhi bhi..apna beta nahin samajhtay thgay..always behaved like i was their step son...main nay hamesha nookaroon say bhi bura waqt guzara hai..jo mujhe aaj bhi yaad hai...meray dad nay meray sath bohut naa insaafiyaan ki hain......meri khala nay mujhe apnay paas bula liya...ta kay i can live freelyu...then whjen i was in 6th grade i went back 2 visit ppl...meray dad nay mujhe pata nahin kis baat par bat say maara...i didnt knew what was the caused...un ka har stroke meray jism say khoon nikaal raha thga..jab unn ka mujh par bas nahin chala toi un hoon nay mujhe ghaseeta..aur took me outside...n then throwed me onto a car that was coming from opposite direction...i had 2 broken ribs n arm broken from 2 place...i was like a dead person...par still i survived..cuz God had something else 4 me...i was sent back..until i recovered..n again i started studying..hard 2 achjieve siomething.,...my dad has always made money n done nothin..meri mom n sisters never used 2 care me..unnko sirf aur sirf parties etc say shoouq tha..meray bank balance mein itna paisa tha kay i could buy 2 houses..so i bought 1 house in iqbal town...with the help of my khala...cuz i didnt have an id card.,..life was running like it used 2 b ..dad always come overthere n beat me up..until i was not taken 2 the hospital....meray friends...nay bhi yehi kiya...later i came 2 know..that my dad paid them 2 beat me up...i couldn't bear that... n i had nervous breakdown...that all thing happened cuz..meray ander itna kuch jama ho gaya tha..kay i couldn't bear it..///i was hospitalized...n then soon recovered.....my friend sabreena helped me out..aik baat jo uiss nay kabhi kisi ko nahin batai a..aur aaj main aap ko bata raha hoon kay.. ..when i did my gcse..i had my 1st nervous breakdown...shocked.... same thing happen..this time...jab kabhi aap kuch ziyada hi lopgon ki battoon ko apnay uppar sawar ker laitay hain..to yehi sab hota hai...same things....same situation..bas kahin koi mar gaya hai...koi zinda laash ban kar rah gaya hai....././/././././suna tha..kay God aaizmaaish leta hai.par kita waqt lagta hai uss ko..saari zindagi...??????? mein nay aab tak apni ab tak ki zindagi karb,azziyat,,dard main guzari hai..app loog apni baatain kisi say bhi share kar liya karein ..kyuun kay i dont want kay..aik aur usmanb..iss duniya main..banay..halaat say larnay ki mujh main taqat nahin hai...aur i dont know..main iss duniya main kab tak survive karoon ga...zindagi rahi to phir reply karoon ga..m still in hospital...1 day ago..meri heart beat band ho gai thi..so i had 2 b given cpor n shock treatmebnt..m good njow...tc,..Allahhafiz. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
umair.zm 0 Posted June 12, 2004 silver bhaie ap ki porie post maine parhi hia ... aik aik word .. ab to app se khul k baat karinee parey ghee ... juss wait i ll be back for ma long post ;) Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
sanum 0 Posted June 15, 2004 Silver >>>welcome back n how r u feeling now? i hv read ur whole post n really shocked n tensed how can parents do such behaviour with their kids....still unbelieveable Allah unhain hiddayat dey Ameen u take medicine on time n do regular checkups cant say anything more but we all r here for u dont feel urself alone...our duas r always with U Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Abeera 0 Posted June 18, 2004 WELCOME BACK MR USMAN.......ME ABEERA.... N ALMOST NEW IN COMMUNITY ,,,AS SUCH DONT KNOW ABT U......BUT NICE 2 READ DAT U R BACK N HOPE U WILL B FINE WITH BEST HEALTH....I C THROUGH UR WHOLE POST....SO NEVER FEEL ANY LONELINESS OVER HERE..V ALL R WITH U......BUT ALWAYS REMEMBER 1 THING DAT NEVER EVER B DISHEART ..BCAZ ALWAYS ALLAH WITH US........N ALLAH LOVES TO ALL....ALLAH WILL B SOLVE UR ALL PROBLEMS.....N INSHALLAH U WILL GET SOON MORE COLOUR FULL N LOVELY DAYS...... SO B HAPPY N CHEERUP......SADNESS DOESN;T SUITS ON GOOD PEOPLE :) SO TAKE A GOOD CARE OF UR SELF BABYEEEEE N ALLAH HAFIZ ABEERA Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
silver 0 Posted June 18, 2004 hey thanks,..4 encouriging...i think i deserve that.... Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
NaDaN 0 Posted June 18, 2004 Silver Welcome Back!.. it was really shocking to hear about Your swear sickness! But as i read a little of Your post!.. as You mentioned many people responcible for ignoring you! i m so blank to say ne thing in this regard! Just wana advise you!.. that if you somehow at some point think that there is Your faults too! then! make a new start! and leave all these worries behind! and if You think that there is nothing You r wrong at! then! b Pateint! InshAllha! Allha will help You to get Over to all This Ammeen! Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
RUBY_4U 0 Posted June 18, 2004 salam, wellcomeback silver! main cy kuch din pehle hi join kia hai is liye kisi member ke bare main zada nahin pata haan app ne cy ke members ko apna samajh ker apne dil ki baat bataye bohot aachi baat hai .koi na koi doat hona hi chahiye jis se app apne dil ki baat keh saken aur yahan to bohot hi mukhlis dost milen se app ko. waqi allah apne aache bandoon per aazmaish dalta hai aur jin per zada dalta hai woh to uss ke pasandida bande hote hain jinhen woh azmata hai dua ek wahid cheez hai jia se taqdeer badal sakti hai aur kuch nahin ker sakti main per dua zaroor karoon gi Allah ki rehmat se mayoos nahin hona chahiye KOI AUR KIA ALLAH HAI NA 70 MAA SE ZADA PYAR KERNE KE LIYE USS PER BHAROOSA KIGEYE AUR NAYA START LIGEYE APP ZAROOR KAMIYAB HOON GE AMEEN TAKECARE AALAH HAFIZ Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
silver 0 Posted June 19, 2004 thanks sanum nadan abeera n ruby 4 praying for me...n rest of the members 2...inshallah i will try 2 get out of it.........welll my result got out n i got 4 a n 2 b,,,,not bad... Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
NaDaN 0 Posted June 19, 2004 Congrats! Silver!.. Wish You lots more succeses in Your Life! Ameen! Share this post Link to post Share on other sites